it took me along time to blog again, my mind just seem to be drifting for weeks now, and i don't know how to express myself..i just dwelled on my thoughts and fears. and end up in fantasy land if not on memory lane. i know it's not a good way of living life. That's why I decided not to write for a while, was kinda hoping for a happy day to come so I can write interesting stuff other than my confusions in life. but hey! life could be cruel sometimes, one moment I thought everything was working just fine and then with just a blink of an eye, it's gone. hope was just swept away. so here I am trying to work things out again...
