I have sunburn in September! First time for me, used to have sunburns on summer days but September..this gotta be the first...forgot to bring along sunblock..as I didn't expect I'll be burned down by the sun when I went w/ friends on the beach this weekend. T'was fun short vaca'......got drank on the beach..got totally wasted....tnx to the one special person who took care of me.. I don't mind getting drunk again if I'm with him. I don't want to elaborate on the happenings....but it was one special event in my life...can't wait next year for our planned bora trip....I just hope things would never change between us....I promised myself not to touch on sentimental topics on these entry..but seems I can't help it.
Whatever things I write, it all boils down to love...not until he tells me he loves me..I guess I wouldn't be that completely happy...(and I was campaigning for unconditional love huh!)
Fate is really testing me...while I was having fun in the sand, Miguel, an old love was texting me , if I can still accept him, this time for real (not marriage!) but a relationship w/ the commitment he wasn't able to give me before. WHY? why only now? why only now that I am rooting for somebody else...who at this point can't give in totally to me...a year ago, I would have jumped w/ joy if Miguel told me that...but now it made me sad coz it's too late.....and I wondered..would this present guy would love me back when I need it no more? love at the wrong time...that is. *sighs heavily*
Posted at 01:27 pm by ~blossom~
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blossom
September 15, 2004 01:23 PM PDT
sure sucks a lot hallie! it's sunburn alright...a major one. I feel sore. |
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Hallie
September 14, 2004 02:15 PM PDT
hey blossom! lol your life is always about love, which i think is good. my love life is going better, but not much going on right now. you got a sunburn and not a tan? that must suck! does it hurt a lot? i need a tan, but it's hard to get one, and plus it goes away after two months. sounds like you had a great vacation. i didnt go anywhere this summer, so the last time i went on vacation was the summer before the one that just passed. i need a vacation, lol. bora bora sounds great, i've seen so many pix of it. well anyway, it's so late right now and i have to go to bed for school tomorrow. nitey nite. take care! |
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