http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/ amythyst Sat, 22 Jan 2005 21:30:18 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Poetry Writing Music http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Sun, 23 Jan 2005 05:28:18 GMT This would be a very short entry for now....once I have settled my life, I am to write everything. As for now all can say is that God gave me the most wonderful gift. I'm gonna be a mom soon! Now, ain't it great? Only if things we're different...I'd be the happiest girl....But since the circumstances are quite different.....I have to do a lot of considerations....a lot of thinking and a lot of decisions to make. Now is the time of my life that I needed my friends the most...*sighs* I am really not yet ready for all of this..... http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Tue, 12 Oct 2004 05:56:36 GMT time and again, whenever I start writing here..all i could think of is love. Is it because I know what love is all about or is it because I only thought I knew ---but the truth is I really don't. (?) When I read articles about love, so many things come to me...realizations...sometimes painful realizations. And up till now, I'm still striving to really really understand it. I have learned from some readings that when you love someone, you do not love them all the time, in exacltly the same way, from moment to moment. It is an impossibility. It is even a lie to even pretend to. And yet this is... (more) http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Fri, 24 Sep 2004 05:52:05 GMT If people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody who left. The bible said that, "...they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1John 2:19]..." People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over. And you've got to know when other people's part in your... (more) http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/18.html Thu, 23 Sep 2004 10:16:56 GMT I was grilled during lunch by my office friends: ***so when r u getting married? Is he ever planning to marry you? ***still not committed? Oh my! 3 years ! r u just playing games w/ each other? ***we’re just concerned about you, you know, ur not getting any younger, get a life! ***you’ve been kiss dating him for nothing? ***are you still waiting / hoping for your ex to come back? My ears burned like hell! Is it my fault I never fall for the right one at the right time? Will they ever understand me? They can never relate because they’re all married... (more) http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=18 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/17.html Tue, 14 Sep 2004 06:27:57 GMT http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=17 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/16.html Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:30:42 GMT "Give me what you can and not what I want" the exact words damon told me. It's the nicest words a guy has ever told me. Not even one of my past loves & present love has told me that. Only him, whom I cannot love back. If only.... If only...2 words I kept repeating in my head for almost an hour while staring at a blank wall..then it hit me, my present love is giving me what he can & not what I want. Oh! It's so tricky how life could get sometimes, huh! So, I think I would just have to accept things as they are right now & quit expecting too much. As they say when you love, just love... (more) http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=16 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/15.html Fri, 06 Aug 2004 06:05:20 GMT Sometimes it is inevitable to break somebody's heart. As much as I want to avoid it, as I've been there before, I have no choice but hurt a person who was willing to offer his heart for me. BUt it seems I can't force myself to like him back because my heart belongs to somebody else now. That somebody may not love me as I want him to, but he is the one who can make me happy. One of life's ironies, the love you so wanted is being offered by somebody you can't learn to love. So how do you deal with that? http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=15 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/14.html Mon, 02 Aug 2004 02:05:11 GMT What do you do when men can't commit? You can jump ship at the first sign of panic and save yourself the heartache of attachment and endless tears, or you can just sit there on the turbulent seas of his indecisiveness hanging on for dear life and praying that you don't get tossed overboard before you find his emotional life persever....but hey! realistically speaking, WHY BOTHER???? I read that article, and I could almost agree, yeah, why really bother? I've come across two men who can't commit. Lucky me!!! huh.The first one, was claiming he's on crossroads and doesn't really know what to... (more) http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=14 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/13.html Tue, 20 Jul 2004 05:53:05 GMT it took me along time to blog again, my mind just seem to be drifting for weeks now, and i don't know how to express myself..i just dwelled on my thoughts and fears. and end up in fantasy land if not on memory lane. i know it's not a good way of living life. That's why I decided not to write for a while, was kinda hoping for a happy day to come so I can write interesting stuff other than my confusions in life. but hey! life could be cruel sometimes, one moment I thought everything was working just fine and then with just a blink of an eye, it's gone. hope was just swept away. so here I am... (more) http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=13 http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/archive/12.html Tue, 06 Jul 2004 05:52:20 GMT my work requires me to talk directly to the officers of our company as I am handling the budget. this morning as I went to discuss the performance of Mktg. dep't., the VP ( a canadian guy) told me. &quot you know what you're lucky!&quot.I said thank you sir, but why? he replies, &quot you don't have a personality of an accountant &quot.he was beaming at me then. It puzzled me, coz I don't know if he meant it as a compliment or what. But since he said I was lucky I took it as a positive comment. And before I left his office, I turned back and asked him &quot sir, i don't mean to push my luck,... (more) http://amythyst.blogdrive.com/comments?id=12